You know what sucks? When you realize that the guy you used to talk to is the guy you like now. I swear I just had an epiphony. I do really like Sammy, but it’s just too late now because he’s this little pimp over here flirting and most likely talking to somebody now. I mean I don’t blame him for doing this because I’m a little pimp too. I can get him jealous so easily as he can do the same to me. It kind of sucks. When I was drunk on Monday I liked being with Ryan and all because he was a cool dude, but I was kind of wishing Sammy wasn’t working so I could be with him. Then we were talking about a bunch of things while he was walking me to the train station that I don’t really remember except me trying to convince him to come to the bar on Thursday which was a complete failure and him telling me that he was planning on looking at places today (I hope he found something). It was just some good flowing conversation and I am very attractive to him. He can dance! Lol I know how much I tell guys like oh no it doesn’t matter that you don’t know how to dance, I care, I do actually care, no a lot, but I do. He’s a good kisser too, like before I didn’t like how he kissed because it was all small, but now he learned from the best MOI! And he is a damn good kisser now. It’s hypnotizing and I can’t get enough. Like literally I didn’t want to stop. Even when I was ready to go he pulled me back so he can kiss me some more. I just liked the fact I was with him, but oh well I guess I had my chance before =/ and I blew it. STUPID GERARD! I was actually talking to the both at the same time and chose the wrong person. GR!
SocialInterview.com asked me "If you knew today was your last day on Earth, how would you spend it and why?"
I answered: “I would spend my last day going sky diving with my favorite people in the world. Then have sex on a beach, ferris …wheel, swing, elevator etc. While I’m at the beach I have to go in the water because I love the ocean and sand. While I’m at an amusement park (where the ferris wheel is) I would have to go on the fastest roller coaster! I want to frolick through flowers! Like a whole field, naked preferribly. Natural is beauty. Smoke the best weed in the world. Tell my family I love them. Then at night make a toast to the best fricking day EVER! Then dance dance dance.”
This was on facebook, and at first I really don’t care what people think, but then again people are sluts and hoebags and will eventually talk some high school shit so I decided to write it on my blog where it’s just what I think and there we go. Lol.