Abnner:yea everyday feels like an eternity now I know I never want to go to jail so boring
Katie:lol i bet it is, but at least you can talk to people there unless you're in confinement then your going to be talking to yourself
Abnner:lol yea but inmates are so boring o I killed someone now I'm here I mean you've heard one you've heard them all
Katie:lmao! but not if you ask that really crazy guy why he's rocking back and forth in a corner, and he tells you that he sees midgets (a elf walks by) "Hey i take pride in that" and then he tells you he slaughtered a whole village of midgets because his best midget friend slept with his wife because suprisingly they are well in dowed Lol
Abnner:LMFAOOO I think you got your swag back
Katie:Lol woooohoooo, took me long enough
Abnner:you said I didn't lol
Katie:Lol I know, i've been slacking on my creativity, maybe because it's hiding behind that rock over there and BAM it jumped out
Abnner:I think someone kneed your creativity in the head and it forgot who it belonged to and it had been chilling with some kid named Ronald until it remembered it was yours and walked to your house and waited til you got home two days ago
I want to repaint my room, I mean I like the whole green thing going on and it's not like that over whelming neon green it's like a soft asparagus green, but I want change! I want to get a pain brush and splatter colors all over the walls :D
I work everyday next week, no time for me. I haven’t seen my bestfriend Danny in 3 weeks. You know what that is? Ah, I miss you lit’l nigga. I hope I see you tomorrow =) . Oh yea, so back to the topic, I work 5 days at my job and friday and saturday in brooklyn o.O And it’s like I work allllllllll day. I swear my social live has came to a hault! I don’t like this, I don’t like this at all. Ah, i hope Carlos answers his phone because I want to have a snowball fight followed by hot coco. I guess I should do some homework, get that done and over with. I swear this semester is the worst, I can barely do anything, only on the weekends, but not this weekend cause of the blizzard and I doubt next weekend either. This sucks hairy balls.
I'm in love with my first paragraph; kind of like every first paragraph I create.
This is the question that has been boiling in our brains for centuries. It’s like a disease that keeps coming back. It’s like that bruise you wake up in the morning with and ask, “Well, how did that get there?” What question am I talking about? The question is does God exist? From an atheist perspective, God does not exist. God is a mere fixation on belief that we are puppets in this world. Yes, it is wonderful to believe in something, but why not believe in yourself? Why not believe that you can do it on your own without the help of a higher being and say, “Wow, I have something to be proud of,” rather than saying, “Thank you God for making this happen.” Is God the miracle worker or are you the miracle worker, or are the people around you playing a “godlike” role to help you get through the obstacles, the good times, hatred, and all of what the world combines together?
I wish I had someone I can share all my secrets with, guy, girl whoever, just someone I can actually trust and who can give me some good insight back. Someone who will tell me straight up if I’m doing something wrong or doing something right. I hate when people beat around the bush or I hate when you can’t trust someone because they’ve told your treasured secrets to the world as if they were nothing. Secrets are not a buffet table, they’re meant to be kept like your favorite item in the whole world. You don’t show this thing to everyone, but only those who you believe deserves to see this. Sometimes I believe I need new bestfriends and then other times I believe that these are the only good friends I got. I have a million and one friends and aquantences, but bestfriends mean so much more. Whatever.
I’m sad that I can’t see my bestfriend Abe because he has falling for me and wants to get over me. I miss our little hang out sessions, they were nice. If I needed someone to talk to, he was there. I’m going to stop writing now because my eyes are getting watery.
10 THINGS PEOPLE MAY NOT KNOW ABOUT YOU. 1 - I dance even if everyone is watching. 2 - I have minor scoliosis 3 - My room can never stay clean for more than 3 days 4 - My camera broke, which was my baby, my everything, I love taking pictures of anything and everything.
5 - Me and my bestfriend Danny randomly sing and create a mega-mix of songs 6 - I google words I don’t know how to spell. 7 - I would love to be a poet or a philosopher.
8 - I’m practically a Genuis in math 9 - I am the worst lier you will ever meet, but I guess that’s a good thing. I don’t try to do it often and I always get caught on the spot, but that’s always for jokes and laughter.
10 - I appreciate all the little things in the world, except bugs, I hate them (squish).
9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART.
1 - Confident 2 - Passionate 3 - Fashionable 4 - Weird/eccentric 5 - Be able to keep a smile on my face 6 - Honest 7 - Open minded 8 - Good Looking
9 - Non-clingy
8 THINGS THAT CROSS YOUR MIND A LOT. 1 - I wish I could touch that star right there. 2 - When will I go sky diving? 3 - Arg, another day at work. 4 - What career path should I choose? 5 - Why can’t life be simpler? 6 - Random Dancing! 7 - Will I ever find that guy that I will never get bored with?
8 - I want to have my cake and eat it too, damn it!
7THINGS YOU DO BEFORE YOU FALL ASLEEP (NOT IN ORDER).
1 - Reflex on my day 2 - Question the world 3- Brush my teeth 4 - Stair into space 5 - Go online 6 - Hope that tomorrow’s a better day
7 - Check phone
6THINGS YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX. 1 - Smile 2 - PERSONALITY!
3 - Good conversation 4 - How they dress and present themselves
5 - View Points/taste in music yadi yada
6 - Booty—haha
5THINGS YOU WISH YOU NEVER DID. 1 - Everything in my Junior year of h.s.
2 - Break his heart 3 - Eat those blimpies o.O
4 - Walk under those ladders
5 - There’s probably so many other things, but I think you learn from every mistake.
4SONGS TO DESCRIBE YOUR LIFE. 1 - Lykke Li - Dance Dance Dance 2 - The Killers - When You Were Young
3 - Alanis Morsette - Ironic
3 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE. 1 - Jump Out of a Plane
2 - Go into space 3 - Make an impact
2 OF THE WORST PICK UP LINES YOU’VE HEARD.
1 - I’m hot, you’re hot, let’s make hot pockets together
2 - Yea you enjoy your dunkin’ donuts!
1 CONFESSION… 1 - I secretly want someone to fall in love with me, but there’s a catch, I want to feel the same way about them.
To be able to kiss someone and truely mean that kiss. I’ve kissed some guys recentlish and I haven’t felt like I truely meant it. It’s because..I don’t know, I do like the person I kissed and am attracted to the guys that I kiss, but it means nothing if I’m not with any of them. It means nothing if that kiss lasted for mere seconds and then I was gone. It means nothing if I can’t kiss him without him wanting more in return. IT MEANS NOTHING IT MEANS NOTHING IT MEANS NOTHING… I want it to mean something. I guess I’m hoping for too much, eh? Go figure, all I want is a simple kiss that just feels right. It feels like I’m meant to be kissing this person at this exact moment. I’m meant to feel butteflies flying around in my tummy. I don’t get that feeling anymore. And if I do, it lasts for MAYBE a week or two, a month at the most and then that feeling is gone. I miss… oh never mind, what’s the use. I hate… oh never mind, what’s the use. You are… oh never mind, what’s the use.
I feel alone as if I’m the only one in this world that understands, I’m the only one in the world that feels, I’m the only one in the world who sees through these eyes, who invisions different insight, who has these weaknesses and fears, who laughs at everything because anything is worth enjoying, even the not so happy things, I make these things seem to be what they are really not, I enjoy the simplest things in life because life was never meant to be complex, but extraordinary..I feel alone sometimes.
Husband: no it's the irony of your name being pure because youre a mix of so many cultures and that's what really makes you pure. You're a pure example of humanity understanding itself and realizing that we are all one family!!! BAM