Today's a new day. I like new days. Especially sunny ones. I need to focus and finish most of my paper today. No unneeded distractions. I mean unless your awesome and what not then I don't mind a little distraction, but I'm going to stay off the internet. Aim only for some type of procrastination because my attention span can be little when I don't know what more to say, so I jump onto the next topic, but I can't do that in papers because then I'll receive an F instead of an A. I'm striving for that A!
Ugh, my internet just restarted on me as I was expressing my feelings and thoughts -__-
As I was saying, and everything isn’t going to come out quite as smoothly as before. Stupid Java update!
Well, I hope he forgives me for jumping to assumptions. I mean I did apologize and I sincerely meant it. I like him. I like his hugs, his kisses, his aggressiveness, passion, his wanting to please me, you can’t find that quality in everyone. Your not just some guy, “some fool to use,” your more like someone who is worth sticking around. I believe you when you say that I’m the only one you’ve been with and I won’t think otherwise. It’s just that I don’t trust guys because a lot didn’t even care or like to show that they cared because they thought that was a sign of weakness or whatever, just too much pride and I hate that in guy. And I mean I know your not like that, but ugh, guys are all the same to me unless they prove otherwise. I mean you’ve proved in some ways, just…I don’t know, I’m just silly, I’m acting like we’re actually dating or something. Well whatever, I want you, you want me, let’s want each other and be happy (Barney theme background) lmao…I’m getting attached ahhh not good =/ I guess I’ll make it less personal next time, if there is such next time. I can do that, I’ve done it before, if that’s what he wants. I don’t even know what he wants Lol oh great lalalalala I want to get high. I should be like uhm yknow typing my paper right now, but instead I’m writing this.
Oh yea so my friend was giving me a massage because I have back problems and cops came and thought we were doing it LMAO He’s my bestfriend and so innocently a virgin, still, I would not want to take that away from him. Someone else will and he better tell me about it when it happens :D
Hollywood(Juls) and I will have so much fun, and I’m going to be sleeping over her house, drinking, smoking, laughing, singing, dancing, and all that jazz ^.^ Ah good times await. Fuck you weather though because I believe sunday is partly cloudy with a hint of scattered showers (weather person voice). Hopefully, my bestfriend’s bestfriend Gerard will not hate me so much and sell me beer :) I mean I don’t even understand why he hates me, he was all nice and stuff with me before he got a gf. Is it because I showed MY bestfriend your SEMI nude picture, wooopdido, it’s not like I showed them a picture of your dick -__- stop being so dramatic and sell me beer or free would be better; a discount is reasonable as well :D Lol. I mean I am going to smuggle in a blunt and some little bacardi bottles, but I don’t want to go through that trouble if I don’t have to :) I mean I still want to Lol wow I like contradicted myself so much, but what evs I do that a lot anyways. Oh, yea, and I’m probably gonna be the least grungey person there, idk it’s not my style, I like the whole urban hippy, I take random things from my closet, who cares if it matches as long as it color coordinates kind of gal. I mean I am a lit’l rocker because I put that flava in my style, but it’s not completely there like HARDCORE, more like subtle just the way I like it. It’s funny how girls care more about what they’re going to wear, but when I ask guys how they figured out their outfit and they something along the lines of, “it smelled clean so I put it on” or “this is the first thing I saw” haha unless it’s my gay friends then guys really don’t care and sometimes what they’re wearing is hot well a lot of the times, well depending on the person. I mean I like a guy with style the whole rocker look is sexy or urban whichever they prefer I dig it. Wow I went off topic, okay I have to go to school right now, do a little acting :) toodles.
“In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for EXACTLY what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you. The right person is still gonna think the sun shines out of your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth stickin around.”—Juno