Two personalities, both wonderful, I don't know, I like them both.
We’ll see what happens. Tomorrow I will watch Shutter Island with Adam, he’s going to pick me up from work. I told him about this scenerio how I’m going to tell all my co-workers he’s a stalker and two buff guys with ear pieces are going to escort me out of my work and then a group of cop cars circle him in with black painted water guns with a big JUST KIDDING at the end hahaha.
..like Rafi is liking me less, sigh. We barely talk anymore and that’s what I liked most about him. Even though in person I would get tongue tied and not make any sense sometimes, it was still nice. It’s not my fault I had butterflies! It isn’t anyone’s fault when that happens.
I shouldn’t care right? It was going to end at sometime, I just didn’t want it to be soon. I mean if Adam every decided to ask me out I wouldn’t say no unless I knew something more would come out of me and Ralf. I’m usually optimistic about these things, but not so much anymore.
On a better note, AS I believe Rafi is liking me less, I can see Adam is liking me more :) He’s taking me to the movies tomorrow. My luck has changed for the better, but I think it’s because of that bird who shat on my foot the other day -_- yea, that disgusting shiza is supposed to be good luck, go figure. It didn’t look or feel good on my foot, it’s no mosturizer that’s for sure hehe. My manager was so nice to me too on Saturday. She let me leave in the middle of work so that I can go to my cousin’s birthday barbeque. I was so EXTATIC! That was really sweet of them, but because of that my coworker Dewilka was mad at me -_- really? How selfish can you be, but whatever man. I’m leaving that job soon anyway. So I ran into my friend Denise who told me about her job and it’s exactly what I wanted. I actually talked to my bestfriend Carlos about being a naturalist activist and now I can and get paid for it :) it’s pretty awesome. I’m going to call tomorrow and hope I get the job :) I hope everything falls into place. I really do.