-__- Smh. I didn't know I could get hurt more than once by one person, but third times the charm. Just keep going, four, five, six times. Make it a world record. I'm sorry I'm not miserable anymore and I'm living my life; I know it discourages you that I'm not thinking of you anymore 'cause I'm happier. At least now I don't have to worry about ever seeing your face, but knowing you, where there's a will there's a way.
Honestly, I think I just text my ex-boyfriend because I know it bothers him plus he’s never going to respond so I can say whatever I want buahaha. I’d actually never be his friend again unless he apologizes to me, but knowing him, his pride won’t break through the brick. Plus, I can’t deal with that moody shit; just way too annoying. My mood swings happen once a month, not every other day Lol. Extremity is sexy, I liked that about him, but he was just a legitimate douchebag to me more than others. I didn’t know what the deal was, but it was not cute. In any case, there are some lovely, sweet people that have entered my life which I appreciate and would like to futher pursue…just as friends of course, even though there is nothing wrong with us being attractive to each other in the process. I just don’t want any emotional crap or lust driven insensitivity. Good conversation and laughs. That is all. In due time, everything will slowly fall back into place. I hope to find love again someday; I mean that’s what I live for, love, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.
“I don’t like ass kissers, flag wavers or team players. I like people who buck the system. Individualists. I often warn people: “Somewhere along the way, someone is going to tell you, ‘There is no “I” in team.’ What you should tell them is, ‘Maybe not. But there is an “I” in independence, individuality and integrity.’” Avoid teams at all cost. Keep your circle small. Never join a group that has a name. If they say, “We’re the So-and-Sos,” take a walk. And if, somehow, you must join, if it’s unavoidable, such as a union or a trade association, go ahead and join. But don’t participate; it will be your death. And if they tell you you’re not a team player, congratulate them on being observant.”—George Carlin